Anger Issues

I am ticked today.  I mean royally pissed off.  I haven't quite figured it all out yet but it has to do with being sick. still.  never ending mess.  I have another list today of things I am ticked about:

• being sick
• endocrinologist being unavailable and not having someone to help with her case load
• not hearing from her office regarding a neurologist and rheumatologist and MRI
• My LTD deadline looming
• being brain dead and having NO energy this past week
• having a four hour neuropsych test on Friday morning (I don't do mornings)
• having to go off pain meds for my colonoscopy next week
• having a colonoscopy next week (oh what fun)
• not having any news for my lawyer
• being sick for Valentine's Day and no money to go anywhere anyway (Gosh I would love to go out for a fancy dinner that day)
• all the annoying valentine's day commercials
• people saying that they cured themselves by changing their attitudes and forgiving people
• having no one to yell at because this isn't anyone's fault
• having no energy to be able to take this out physically