I knew coming off the meds would be crappy. This one was more exhausting than the last one but I didn't have the depressive mood swing that I got with the generic. Small gifts I guess.
Today was a stupidly tired day. I went to bed last night with my throat feeling all swollen making breathing an odd experience. I woke up tired and very very sore. All my joint pain is back and then some. My left knee has swollen up as if I had been skating on it. I've had the neuro symptoms off and on all day which makes me do an excellent bobble head doll impersonation. As soon as I get like that I cry. It always makes me cry. Probably because when I get that bad I can no longer talk. Words escape me. Language doesn't make sense anymore.
I always put the neuro stuff down to not having enough sleep however this is the second time that I've had them upon waking. I also made the symptoms worse by playing a word game on Facebook that is like Boggle. They didn't go away until I stopped using my brain and just watched X Files where I didn't have to think very much. So what is up with this?
I'm a bad typist as it is but when I get like this typing is really hard. I skip words. Type random characters. Mash other words together. Type the wrong words. I actually find playing Scramble interesting on days like this because I can tell my reaction time is down and my typing skills suck. Normally I type about 40wpm. I should test myself when I'm having a challenging day like today.
I think I'm going to lie in tomorrow and listen to the radio or a book on tape instead of getting up. I was hoping to take a shower today but I'm too much of a mess. I'm just going to have to wait this out I guess. I wouldn't mind so much if I were taking the neuropsych test tomorrow but that isn't until Friday. I would love to see the crappy test scores when I'm zonked like this.