Waiting for Godot



Agitated



Living Waiting for Godot

by Baffled

Not having a diagnosis, 

Not knowing if I will get better, 

Not knowing if I will get worse, 

Not knowing if I will be able to shower/cook/read/sleep during any given hour, 

Not knowing if hubby will have a hissy fit,

Having watched friends drift away,
Having lost contact with co-workers,
Watching hubby leave for work every day,
Watching my kid apply for college.

I find myself waiting. 

I am constantly waiting. 

Yet no one comes.
No one calls. 

Nothing is resolved.

 

I do things to pass the time. 

Rumbling around my four walls; 

I read,

I watch TV,

I surf the Internet.

Always waiting. 

Constantly in that agitated state. 

I wait some more.